hahaha so yeah again i told you previously that i will write again and if you asked me about 10 steps to move on i need to tell you things like cliche stuff yknow like for example go stuff your face with chocolates hahahaha. okay baby wipe off that tears of yours, they left after they promised their life with you don't they?
and every night you keep on repeating that moment they look at you smiling or the way they treat you whenever you sulk. It hurts? i know it does.
The first and major step in moving on is acceptance, and baby, not everyone can accept things changed not like how they used to because everyone is different. When things like this happen to me, it took me a solid 2 weeks of me and myself alone to learn to accept. Throughout the 2 weeks there are sobbing on my bed while watching love stories, sending heartbreak text trying to make him realize what he did wrong (stupidest idea ever), putting sad caption on social media and lastly trying to pickup the pieces he broke. In conclusion i look like a sad pathetic puppy who his owner died of cancer or something and i will wait on his grave expecting to revive haha lol
when someone left the hardest part in moving on is :
" accepting the fact that they left"
why do you need to accept?
because baby when you still hold on to them you'll keep hurting yourself. I know deep down inside everything still hurts those hearts of yours. even if you smiling and pretending there is nothing bothering you. Can it really fool yourself in thinking that you are okay?
the analogy of mine is quite simple, one of your favourite mug suddenly dropped and shattered into pieces. you have lost something precious and keep on trying holding those little pieces in hope to fix it. Without you realizing, your hand is bleeding from the cuts that little pieces of mug did to you because you have been holding the sharpest piece all along.
in life you will hold onto the memories and promises
its either the promise they made where they said they will never leave you
the little gestures that they did whenever you guys are together
the way they react when they first met your family
this pieces..let it go
baby, take as much time as you want in accepting the fact that they left but remember if its not now then when? your heart will get tired that is why baby let it go and don't hurt yourself more. damaged have been made don't add up the wound.